And so on

A long time silent here.

That does not mean anything except that I haven't written.

As to my widowly feelings. It's still the pits being a widow. I don't recommend it.

I still love my husband, miss him, would like to see him up there at his sink, shaving, or just lounging in the family room, his chair tipped back, a nice little fire going.

And so on. It's not news.